Thinking about my last year..

I look at my growth and achievements and become hungry for the future.I dream of running around as an intern making coffee and photo copying papers whatever it may be i'm keen. If it means being where i want to be one day , aaah the satisfaction of knowing that hard work has payed off will be so sweet.

I guess university will be like high school and junior school, no one really pats your back for the rest of your life for previous achievements. We must keep achieving in order to keep growing.

Now that i'm pushing in my last year, I have days where i'm really tired and I  want to give up. Then I remember that, "I did not only choose to come to university for my future, but also to fulfill my parents expectations". I made my decision and i'm going to see it through, these three years have been tough.

 I have an amazing support system, my parents have been such an inspiration and shield through my tough times, I think them being divorced may also be one of my motivations. My mother always ready for my tears and builds me up again,my grandmother always praying and pushing me to pray, " God is your only answer" she always says. My father so strong and never easy on me. All these people just kept me going and now that I see i'm at the step of the next chapter of my life, i'm scared but excited.

The friends I have made and lost during this journey,very interesting story but I learned that; the things and activities you take interest in will determine your company. Not that I don't appreciate my "lost" friends but hey, Life does its thing. I'm pushing success and dreams. I hope and pray for nothing but the best for everyone of my friends and university buddies. being accepted at university was once a dream and it happened, that golden job is coming.. save this space, I will push till it happens.

Every time I write a test or hand in an assignment I fear that one module that always keeps people back, but i'm working so hard that i'm sure its not going to happen if it does....aaaah i'm going to cry soo hard but ill do it and 5 years down it will seem like a joke.

I will take my stand in the world, ill play my role and ill achieve all that I can and more. There will be disappointing times and hurting hours, but what is a little pain to be closer to the best things I see fit for my life. Make my marks and leave a signature trend:)